Tired

I must have left my jar of enthusiasm back home, because I feel awfully tired today. Over the past few days, I've been going to bed at 2am (sometimes later than that) and getting up at 8 or 9 in the morning. I shouldn't be complaining because I know science students barely get any rest at all - but I'm tired. 

I'm tired of worrying over deadlines and forcing myself to stay up late working on assignments. I'm tired of feeling crappy when I wake up in the mornings, because my head and eyes will hurt and I have to literally drag my lazy body out of bed to get to the bathroom. Once, I nearly dozed off in the shower.

Sorry, I don't mean to rant, but this week seems to be passing by incredibly slowly. I look awful and I feel awful. If only I could just hit the PAUSE button and take a couple of days to really recuperate and gain all my energy and college enthusiasm back. That's all I'm hoping for.